i can remember being in the womb and the drugs they put me on then.
i can remember those cave ceremonies
i can remember being tied to some kind of pole and carried to some builderberg sacrafice
i can remember the nail polish being applied to plado either by mark and vin or just mark
i can remember telling karen mcarthur this and getting extra blonde hair drugs
i can remember mark poisoning me with rat poison pellet and then having a stroke
i can remember being dog piled with rat poison afterwards by lisa marshall, vin, jan, reesha, held down and poisoned by caroline kate courtney sharon and zach
i can remember being guilted into eating the rat poison pellet from mark by eric
i can remember being poisoned many times after that .